Every day I take a step back and I look at my life I have an incredible job an incredible family and an incredible life. The one thing missing is a dependable women that could love me as much as I can love her, I thought it happened but sometimes you win some sometimes you loose some and as I’ve gotten older I realized there’s no such thing as a person that can be there and take care of you but doesn’t show it. If you care about someone show it! It hurts day in and day out when you give all your attention all your effort and time to make sure someone is happy and doing well and healthy and there life is exactly as they want it, support them when it’s not. But if that person can’t do that for you, they could care less about the relationship you have with them. It’s sad that some people can’t see what they have when they have it and it’s so true now that I’m older I see that all these silly sayings my parents told me when I got my heart broken and would know I’m hurting there all relevant. Love the way you want to be loved. Be true to who you are and make sure that you never let yourself down cause when you do there’s no hope that it can change but before you give up think about how you would feel if you have your heart and commitment to someone and they could care less about how you feel .. Think , love strong, love long, and love like it’s your last day on earth
When I was in the hospital
I was roomed with a schizophrenic
And she was the most gentle person I have ever met
There was a boy with a long deep slit across his neck
Who told very funny jokes
A girl who never spoke a word
Would draw the most beautiful pictures
The boy who shook with anxiety
Could hold the most intelligent conversations
Even the girl who screamed in her sleep and picked at her skin
Had a heart the size of the ocean
We are not who you think we are
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